Life Update October 2017
- Lara Rayner
- Oct 19, 2017
- 2 min read
I wanted to write a little life update as the past few months have been so crazy! I haven't been very active on my blog as I've had so much going on but I'm back and I want to do so much more on my blog! So September was when everything changed for me and if you watch my YouTube videos you would know that I quit my job! Quitting my job was honestly the best thing I could have done. Working there was sucking the life out of me and killing everything I loved about myself and I honestly felt more anxious everyday there than I have felt in a long time. The thing was it crept up on me and all of a sudden I was this different person without even knowing it. Everything in my life was falling apart around me and I didn't know why and it was because I didn't have a life all I did was work 24/7 and if I didn't I'd be made to feel like shit. So it all came to a head one day and I went home early and had a panic attack. I couldn't deal with the pressure of it anymore and for what? Shit money, and no life outside of work! I handed my resignation in shortly after that. Since then everything has been going exceptionally well! Me and Kieran moved into our house together which has been amazing and also amazing for our relationship! It has defiantly been the highlight of my year so far. Then it was my 21st birthday which was so so nice being able to celebrate it with all my family. And then I've got a new job! And it's not "the dream" but it's a damn sight better than before! Better hours and better money! What can be wrong! These last few weeks have just been a dream and I feel so lucky and grateful now that things are finally coming together for me and Kieran. It really has been a long time coming and it hasn't been easy but we've stuck together and worked through everything together. This year has been so tough but better things are coming and I'm really excited for more next year! Oh and I can't forget my hair! I've dyed my hair back to brown and also am wearing my extensions again which is making me feel so much like myself. I love love having long hair and dressing nice which my new job and it being autumn is allowing me to do! I am loving getting back into fashion and picking outfits and I can't wait to start sharing more on my blog!
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