Why I Miss My Best Friends.

As many of you may know or may not even, I went to a christian school from the age of 10-17 so the majority of my school life. I had a lot of different issues that I talk about in an old blog post called "My Education story." The best and possibly the only thing I got out of that experience was ,my best friends that were on the journey with me. Since leaving school when I was 17 it's been really hard to keep in contact with my friends as we've all gone in different directions, don't live in the area, uni and etc. But I know I will never ever find any friends like mine ever again. I've found friends that I know I'm going to keep for life. I know I don't see them every day like I use to or even every year now but I honestly love the with all my heart and always will.

Most of these, especially my girl friends have seen me at the worst years of my life and honestly were the only ones really there for me and if it wasn't for them I don't know how I would have got through it. I really do miss them all dearly. They saw me at my lowest and I'm pretty sure I saw them too, but we loved each other the same. Through our first relationships through all the mental issues, through everything we were there for each other every day. I really miss being able to 100% be completely myself and not being judged and they let me be myself. They are more like my family as at school we had such a tight bond which is what I also miss. This is something i'm so so excited for, for my wedding, is having all the people I love together and I know i'm just going to be a mess lol!

Some of the best times of my life have been with this lot and was the highlight of my teenage life and I wouldn't take that back for the world. I use to wonder why on earth we were all friends as we are the most different people but we all grew up together and we're family. And just know if your reading this I love you all so much <3