Weekly Diary #11 22nd-28th May 2017
- Lara Rayner
- May 30, 2017
- 5 min read
Monday was my day off and I enjoyed it so so much as I've been working so hard and been so exhausted. Kieran got up and went to work and I literally woke up to say goodbye to him and then fell straight back to sleep until 11am. I had a really chilled day and got some home stuff done and did some blog photos as well as no one was in. It was an absolutely lush day and was so nice and sunny and hot! I really enjoined my day of just chilling out and it was well needed!
Tuesday I am back on the grind lol. Me and Kieran got up about 10ish as Kieran is off work for study leave for the next week and a half I think or maybe two.It was on the news this morning about another terrorist attack in England at an Ariana Grande concert in Manchester. It scares me so much and really brings this all to life, that terrorism really does happen, when it's in your country and you know people who live in the area in which it is happening. It makes me so upset and angry and I just have no idea why people would do such a thing?! What have these random innocent people done to deserve this! It absolutely blows my mind and breaks my heart! Kieran then took me to work as I started at 12pm. I actually had a really good day but it didn't start off in the best way. For the first 3 hours or so EVERYTHING went wrong and I literally just felt like having a break down as I felt so sleepy and foggy today and I think I'm getting an eye infection which just kills. I then had an hour break which was so nice and I just left work, went and had a Costa and really chilled and got away from everything which was good! I came back to work and everything was so much better and I had a really good day when I left. Kieran came to pick me up when I finished at 8pm and we made dinner and just chilled out for the evening!
Wednesday was quite a chilled day again as it was super super hot and sunny again and as I didn't start work until 4pm, I spent the morning sunbathing and just chilling which was so nice. Kieran's been at home as hes on study leave so he took me to work at 4pm and I had a really good shift as I was only on until 8:30, so a really easy nice shift. I got home and me and Kieran made dinner together and we just chilled and we're watching a lot of Catfish at the moment which is so good!
Thursday me and Kieran got up early and Kieran got on with some studying, then we went into town as Kieran needed his hair cut. So whilst kieran got his hair cut I went and had a moochy round town for a bit, it was nice as I haven't been in town for a while. We got home and just chilled out and I started work at 5pm so Kieran dropped me off and because it was so so hot out, it was like 25 degrees, work was absolutely heaving! It was literally one of the worst shifts I've done so far, I legit wanted to have a full on break down in the middle of it lol. Everything went wrong I was being really slow and the thought of being there until like 1:30 was so shit. But I did it, I got through it and I've got to earn those peas! Kieran came to pick me up after I finished with his sister, as she came down from Bristol for the weekend. We got home and she gave me the save the dates that she made for me and they're absolutely stunning.
Friday I started off the day sunbathing, it was so so hot, like 27 degrees. Me and Jade went and sunbathed for the morning/ mid afternoon, had a catch up and a good chat which was really nice as I hadn't seen her in a while. Then just repeat again, I got ready for work, but I left a bit earlier as my new phone got delivered to my house so I went back an hour before work to sort it out and set it up. I actually love it, it's so nice! I started work at 4pm and my God was it busy I've literally never seen it like that before and it was crazy. I got out at 1:45am and it was such a long, hot and draining shift, but again I got through it and I won.
Saturday morning feels like an actual blur. Because I've been getting up so late because I've been exhausted I just feel like I do nothing in the day before work to honest. But Saturday morning I just felt really really shit all morning, did a lot of crying a lot of moping and had some lovely cuddles with Kieran which made me feel a lot better before I went to work. I just felt so drained and \just knackered! I honestly can't wait to get back into a routine when Kieran's mum and dad get back from holiday, it literally feels like ages they've been away. I started work at 4:30 and went in, in a positive mood as it was so empty, compared to Thursday and Friday where it was absolutely ramo, this was so nice and I actually didn't mind being there. It got to about 7:30 when one of the girls I really get on with went home and my manager asked me if I wanted to go home as it was dead and they had a lot of staff on anyway. So of course I said yes, I was only on until 10 anyway, but it was so nice to be able to actually go home at a normal time and that's really what I needed. So I called Kieran and told him, and whilst I was waiting for him to pick me up I walked over to Asda as its just round the corner and picked us up some nice bits to have for dinner. We had such a nice evening having pizza and binge watching Catfish on the sofa which was just what I needed!
On Sunday I started work at 3pm until close and not much happened in the morning to be honest apart from chilling and doing some blog bits and catching up with some Youtube. I got into work and me being me, was expecting just a quiet shift forgot it was a bloody bank holiday and it was absolutely ramo from the second I got in. I was on until close and literally it was the shift from hell. Everything went wrong and I mean everything, and I basically had a mini break down and I just got so emotional and was so over tired and sick of everything turning to shit. But it was fine because everyone I work with are so so lovely and reassured me that it was fine and made me feel a lot lot better. I didn't get home until 2am and when my mum picked me up I just got in the car and burst into tears, after the day from hell plus being absolutely exhausted. I have defiantly learned that it doesn't matter what your doing, it matters who your doing it with. If you have great people around you who care and love you, it really doesn't matter. I feel like I'm really happy at the moment and so blessed with everyone who's in my life. Finding people who you have a connection with is so rare.
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